I was trying to pull my act together and post something different. Then BAM, my website had issues. Actually it got hacked. Jerks. Anyway, instead of posting what I was going to I figured I would save it for later and post something better late than never. A few years back, I think ’06 when I was still in film school, I did a project for class that was going into a national competition. The competition was put on by the NFB. They supplied some stock footage and we created videos about peace. While making the video, I looked back in my life and realized 2 things.
1. Being in Canada, I have always experienced peace.
2. In all the time I experienced peace, I couldn’t think of a time the world wasn’t in some turmoil or at war.
I began to question the idea of peace. Our soldiers, people that could have been my neighbour, were giving their lives through my entire life and I realized this wasn’t really peace. I got angry and I wanted to make a stance. My initial idea was out of raw emotion, which I canned because it only conveyed anger. So with some time and thought, I re-edited my video and came up with a concept I hoped would make people realize that war is not the answer for peace. In fact, it’s the opposite. And at the same time I wanted our military to look at this and feel that I still supported them personally. Not sure if I truly accomplished that.
As it turned out, my video got short listed to the top 10 English videos in Canada. It was voted on week by week where it made it to the final four before the NFB picked a winner. If I had to guess, I think mine would have been out the next week if the public still voted. But 4th isn’t bad. To this day, I have mixed emotions about this project. I think there is something really direct about what I did with it which made it a little more unique and what I think some people connected to. The thing about this video that make me most proud is that in the top ten there was no other one like it. My message was loud and clear. My tone was dark yet somehow patriotic. Every other project top listed was overly light and bubbly. Mine felt like the truth rather than smoke and mirrors. But I guess it would seem like that to me.